Life is funny that way innit it?

Don't you hate when you look at somebody and then they look at you?
Especially when this someone is super duper hot and considerably older than you.
Then it makes you look like a creepy, weird girl who's trying to smash.
And sometimes you don't even realize you're looking at someone until they turn around.
Urgh!
Cannot you not look at people anymore?
Is ogling attractive men a crime now?
So even if they stare at you for some unknown reason you can't look back.
I mean what legitimate reason could a grown man have for staring a weird, shapeless 15 yr. old girl?
I mean one could of course argue that he wasn't looking at you and he just so happens to be looking in your direction ALL THE TIME.
yeah that makes sense...
I mean what kind of grown man looks at a 15 yr. old girl from across the cafeteria and then proceeds to rub his beard while leaning back in his chair.
What would YOU think if you found yourself in that predicament?
What kind of man watches a 15 year old girl with NOBODY'S butt walk away?
What could he possibly be looking at?
I mean you have a butt but it's small and tight. It's not the big, pants stretching butt that people are into these days.
It's round, small tight barely more than a handful.
Certainly not something you stare at?
I mean WHAT could he possibly e thinking? (Mmm look at that SMALL, tight little, SMALL, nonexistent, butt) I mean come on!
But suppose it's not just him, suppose other male staff members look at you from a distance but act weird up close.
I could see if you were just some sexy, shapely young filly wearing low cut tops and booty shorts and shit but you're not.
Today you're wearing a short sleeved gray shirt with a green dinosaur on it with the words; i hate push ups  heres the shirt:

By the way i'm not that girl in the pic that just the shirt you're wearing.

you have a long sleeved white shirt on underneath, cargo pants and a big crossbody bag

For accesories you wear:

and

Yes that is a Harry Potter bracelet don't judge me. lol

All of this could be ogle worthy if you had thighs or you know a butt or shit even arm fat.

Anyways at first you like all the attention your not gonna lie but after a while it gets REALLY tiring having grown men stare at you.

your not creeped out because you're young but you're  not a child and you know that's just how men are.

But shit sometimes it's like can i have my face back you know.

especially when you know you look raggedy that day.

Anyway gotta go see ya!